INTRODUCTION

For a silent person to explain his life, his dreams, his hopes, that is not easy.  When you basically do not know how to ask for advice, it becomes even harder.  This is why I am writing a book about my actions and events. 

My actions and the actions of those around me is very likely the best way to explain my life and my survival.  You will read how hard I worked, how hard I tried, and my life paths, always appeared as dead-end.  And yet I have overcome all of them.

Life has tried to shoot me, stab me, strangle me, drown me, drive over me and beat me to death.  Life has broken my skull, arm, hand, leg, foot, chin, fingers, teeth, and how many times my nose.  I have been burnt with fire, acid, poisoned, frozen, starved, exhausted, and many more… like being trapped in a cave.  I have been left robbed, unsatisfied, lonely, hurt, broken, abused and virtually all the bad feelings possible. Even when I was young, life threw the big 5 at me, an elephant, a rhino, a leopard, a lion, and even a buffalo.  Many more including poisonous snakes, pythons, crocodiles, sharks, boars, hyenas, jackals, dogs, scorpions, spiders, centipedes, red wasps and I don’t think the list ever ends.  I even started risking my own life and I learnt how to pass the tests.  Since I survived so many fatal events, I even started testing my survival by climbing cliffs, skating on rails, traveling through war zones, walking on the edge of tall buildings, taking part in armed reaction and even getting involved in real fights (gun fights and knife fights).  I have been robbed by some of the richest and most powerful companies.  And to top it all off, life gave me one of the most serious, mysterious and fatal diseases possible. 

One of the largest brain tumors ever discovered.   And in the end I feel like I have overcome all of those events, and I am happy.  I know my time is near, but I feel so free.

I believe that some great power is looking out for me.  I should have died many times, yet I survived so many events.  I believe my life was a test, I knew there must have been some reason for all my suffering, for all the danger, torture and isolation. Finally I can see the end of my life and now I see the reason. 

There are many lessons to be learnt, many evils to be exposed.  But in the end, I do not want to leave this world with regret and without forgiveness. 

So I am not going to mention many evil people and their events. 

The night before the result of my cat scan arrived.  I prayed to GOD to forgive all my wrong deads and I forgave everyone who treated me wrong. 

In a way, my intuition told me I was going to die, and it was right again.  When I received the news, I wasn’t upset, I wasn’t scared.  I thanked the Lord, I smiled at the doctor, because I felt free.

My Free Book is for those that cannot afford advice, my experience is for those that are alone and might experience any of my many dangerous events. 

My survival is to give advice and hope to those that need it, cannot find it and will not hear it.    But at least now they can read it and learn from many of my mistakes!

Even though I have a fatal cancer with no cure, many people are wondering why I do not relax and enjoy my last years...  Only by reading this book will you discover another reason, a reason that explains why I gathered the energy to  write, edit, and published a Free Book !  Why do I push myself so hard, and risk the last few years that I might have left.  Why don’t I take a long holiday...  all donations towards this book, and all commission I get from the casino banners.  They will all be sent to Africa, to someone that needs it more than me...

I guess you will have to read and find out in the Final Chapters!

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